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yeah...my life was in the dumps for a while but now its picking itself back up. anywho here are the highlights for the past week:
[++] had lots of subs instead of teachers this week
[---] was in the middle fo a fight/argument/breakup thingy
[-] steven and stevie broke up :/
[+++++] Jess and Caitlin came over last night
[++++] we went to pick up lacie, who is really cool by the way, and went to family days
[----] jessica, not as in Tionne jess form earlier, told her mom about the pregnancy and she took it worse thant she expected
[+++] i am now a lord knight in RO!!! \/\/|-|007493!
[++++] me and sorrow got married in RO =P
[+++++++++++++++++xINFINITY] IM TALKING TO MY WHITNEY!!! i miss her so much :[...but she might eb coming back! wh333!!11!!1
OGM!!eleven!1!!!! star wars is coming out and so is sponge bob! :D
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| It is possible to store the mind with a million facts and still be entirely uneducated. |
[05 Nov 2004|07:17pm] |
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Homework just really, really makes me upset. End of story. I just can't focus on it.
and The Star Wars teaser trailer has been released to AOL members. And my neighbor has AOL. and and and...
OMIGOD. It's beautiful. And wonderful. AND I CAN'T WAIT TIL MAY 19TH.
*does a jig*
OMGFIGHTINGYODA. OMFGWOOKIES!
*happy geek*
I think I've been a terrible friend to a lot of people, and I'm sorry.
On another note, I must eat thirty Tootsie Rolls. It will be timed, but first, I need thirty Tootsy Rolls. Anyone willing to help me with this can collect those Tootsy Rolls for me and we'll have ourselves a timed eating contest. Mind you, I do swallow things whole (practice with Advil in the middle of class with no water).
And I just hate ti when youre nice and friendly with people...and then they think you like them...and then they like you...they make me feel like a white PIPER.
find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
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| oh yeah...Debo from Ashley |
[04 Nov 2004|09:23pm] |
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You can ask me 3 questions. (any single thing you want!)
Any three,
no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly
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| Remember to forget this: no one is here to stop you and I'll be waiting at the saddest places |
[04 Nov 2004|04:48pm] |
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I hit rock-bottom at around fourth period today.
I have such hatred for everything, and everyone.
Except Julia, who is the only person who would take offense to this.
I miss my old life. A lot.
How much longer can I do this?
Today has been rather depressing, for obvious reasons. I just can't believe we're in for another four years of this nonsense. I think what bothers me the most is that one of the main reasons he won was because of "moral" issues. The religious right came out to vote against gay marriage or even civil unions and to put their main man back in office. It just sickens me, the discrimination in this country. How does giving gays rights infringe in any way on yours? I just can't come to terms with this election. Where is reason? Where is understanding? Why have we reelected a president who preaches war and persecution of those different from you? And why, oh why, is 51% of the country going along with this?
I'm afraid for the next four years. Look what Bush did when everyone said he wouldn't have the power to make any changes. I can only imagine what'll happen now, with party control of the House and Senate. Of course the country will survive, I'm not trying to be melodramatic. But several court justices hang in the balance and who knows how many more countries we'll invade before this is through. I'm especially worried about the "moral" issues that pushed Bush over the top. Abortion, the rights of gays, and stem cell research are all absolutely in danger. It'll be a long four years...
I feel so torn apart. I just seriously dont know what to do. But alas, there's nothing I can do. And how can you barely know or not know someone but then know them at the same time? exactly. Thats what I've been trying to figure out. And like Ville Valo sings, love truly is the funeral for hearts.
Also, y'all should know that Nov. 26 is Buy Nothing Day, if you're into that kind of thing.
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[03 Nov 2004|09:13pm] |
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I am tired. I think that it's this freaking daylight savings. I believe that I shall blame daylight savings for my woe. Gah! I feel all icky, but more on a mental/emotional level than on a physical level. Damn change in sleep trends. They mess me all up inside. I must find my 'center of total bliss' once more. That may take some time (about the weekend).
My eyes burn really badly.
I'm watching 'The Shining' tonight. I'm hungry. Then I think that I will work out. Yes. That will feel nice.
Heh. Oh, boy. When I get mad, I stay mad. But I'm going to be a good girl and a niiiice Ray and not stay mad this time. *twiddles thumbs and looks down* And no, I'm not bottling it up.
I think I took out all of my aggression and frustration on my wrist. *looks at wrist* It's healing. And- oh god! That sounded horrible. Nonono, I meant I sprained it a bit ago. Small sprain. *looks embarassed* I was scooping ice cream and working too hard I guess.
BUt yeah...since the last time i updated this thing...which was like MONTHS ago...i dropped from IB...worked at Speed PArk for about 2 to 3 weeks.....and jorge and andy are coming to daytona on saturday!!! who0t wh0ot!!
All I've learned is that I am nothing but an ignorant bastard who wants nothing more to destroy the world. I'm a fucking idiot, I'm racist, I'm hateful. I'm evil.
I am evil and I have worked to do nothing but bring evil upon the world.
Thank you for all the hate, I wish I could stop feeling it. Why am I going on like this?
BTW for those of you who dont know...Bush won....
But once America goes to Hell, I will hold up my Kerry/Edwards button...
AND STAB ALL HUMANS WITHIN A 500 MILE RADIUS IN THE EYES.
and that is all o_o.
There's just a point that you don't care anymore.
Been there, reached that.
Got the shirt, and burned it.
It's just kind of fun to keep everyone else updated.
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[19 Sep 2004|07:25pm] |
You Know You're Brazilian When.... |
You didn't know anything about bills until you came to the US.
You still wear speedos to the beach or pool!
You like Guarana better than Coke.
If someone tells you to be at a certain place at 1:00 pm, you don't show up until 2:30 or 3:00 p.m.
You know who Xuxa and Pele are.
Your entire family goes to grandma's house on Sundays for a big family get together....even when you guys see each other everyday.
You can name at least 30 novelas and 10000 actors/actresses.
BBQ means steak, sausage, chicken wings, pork, rice, farofa, molho and beer.
You are the loudest person in the room.
You got a Brazilian flag hanging from your car's rearview mirror.
You travel to Brazil and instead of taking a suitcase with all your stuff, you take presents for the entire family, the dog, the neighbor, not to mention the old/used clothes that you take just in case someone needs it.
You live in Florida, New York, New Jersey, or Massachusetts.
You leave your house spotless when you have people coming over.
An ideal woman is a woman with small breasts and a big butt.
You understand & speak Spanish, but when you say a word in Portuguese no one understands you.
You can dance.
Your jokes are always about Portuguese people.
You take soccer too seriously.
You go to a birthday party,and you can't leave until you take that piece of cake home.
You know what Capoeira is.
You know a lot about Samba and Pagode.
You`ve studied the history of almost every country.
You eat rice and beans at least 7 days a week.
Your breakfast consists of milk and coffee, bread with butter,and a piece of cake.
Everyone thinks you're everything but Brazilian.
You know who Os Trapalhoes, Turma da Monica, Zico, Caetano Veloso, Tom Jobim, Elis Regina, Ronaldinho, Jo Soares, Cazuza, Gilberto Gil, Silvio Santos, Roberto Carlos, Ayrton Senna, amd Carmem Miranda are.
You go to a bar and ask for salgadinhos with guarana.
You are so used to corruption that nothing surprises you anymore.
You know how to play dominoes and cards.
You dont care about raceor color. And once you come to the US, you realize what racism means.
You have a sense of fashion.
You wear slippers..a lot!
You know how to play volleyball and handball.
You always taking pictures everywhere you go.
You know what it's like to buy liquor without an ID.
You know how to party, and if the party isnt over after 5am...its not a party!
Any holiday...being it official or not, is an excuse to stay home from work and take a week vacation.
You know what feijoada and pave are.
Your favorite drink is Caipirinha.
You dress up to go to the supermarket.
You spend a entire day at the beach.
You are too friendly.
You're proud to be Brazilian - and you pass these jokes on to all your Brazilian friends! |
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[18 Sep 2004|02:22pm] |
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so yeah. yesterday was ok. my niece and nephews spent the night. argh no peace OR privacy. but casey came over for like 30 minutes after work. i whooped his ass on soul calibur II. on the 'cube. yeah. hes never played cube. so i sorta cheated. i just poked and prodded him with a stick like a mile long. mwahahaha. hes in sarasota now. so GAH. stephs ungrounded. wh0ot who0t!! mwahaha. and we're gonna go play DDR like cray-zeh today. or as usual. dammit i need a job. just to pay my DDR expenses. no seriously. you have NO idea.
omg i love my life right now.
for i am sharper than cheddar cheese.
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[16 Sep 2004|11:15pm] |
Anybody and everybody who reads this: comment and tell me at least one thing you'd like to do with me someday. Then post this in your journal to find out what people want to do with you.
because im a thief and a whore. yeah.
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[16 Sep 2004|11:11pm] |
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and now my world is crumbling down. i dont know what to say.
never hand a boy something. they like to break fragile things.</3> man i feel like a whore....</center>
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| I. hate. ♥. |
[16 Sep 2004|09:14pm] |
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why do i have to feel this way?
why does it have to hurt?
someone make it stop.
before i go on too deep.
I
hate
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someone save me...
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[16 Sep 2004|07:04pm] |
is it bad when youre jealous of a video game?
thats what i thought.
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| I. ♥. the. boy. |
[16 Sep 2004|04:18pm] |
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I love it when people threaten to explode my school.
oh btw Resident Evil: the Apocalpyse is the antithesis of good.
DUDE Maybe I'm slow ... and I've never noticed before BUT just then there was totally a Teleus Mobility commerical on (you know the one with the iguanas for the camera phones) with Le Tigre playing.
REALLY REALLY.
anyways im feeling much better today. i talked to him and it was all good. yeah. i love that boy. ♥ ♥ ♥. no seriously i do. i feel so bad about what i did freshman year. -sigh-.
the fire alarm in mr phillips class sounds like techno. kick ass. and i literally jumped out of my seat when it rang. hell yeah.
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| and my heart beats like a drum. like a drum. dam dam dam. |
[15 Sep 2004|08:42pm] |
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yeha i feel much better now. talked to pplers i havent seen in ages yo. fo shizzle. looking for a job man. hook me up with ideas. im glad that i have friends who have and always will be by my side. like kitzy <33. yeah. i love her in a total homosexual sort of way. i mean. lol jkjk. i love her though.
but did i do something wrong? it seemed like he was ignoring em after school today. maybe it twas the headphones. -sigh- boys. i swear.
AND OMG KITZ!!! hahaha hes gay.
and JEN! bro and sis. roight. yeha. uh huh.
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| Wanna get faded on the bottle...like who gives a fuck about a tomorrow |
[15 Sep 2004|04:35pm] |
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"I cannot explain myself, I'm afraid, sir," said Alice, "because I'm not myself, you see."
I don't like myself very much right now. I wish I knew what I can do to change that, but I don't.
I just feel like shit, and I don't know why.
And I'm just making it worse.
I'm sorry for anyone who takes it the wrong way.
Please don't worry about me too much...unless I get worse than I am now.
shit...
I am so, so hating mr phyllips. bitch telling me not to drink coffee anymore.
And now I have to go to work, and not know how this ends. URGH HATE.
and i told myself i would never go and again. -sigh-
boys. are. so. confusing.
i hate love
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| omg eeyore <33 |
[14 Sep 2004|09:20pm] |
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my day is now complete. after a long argument wiht myself, i agreed to go to starbucks and get a venti sized caramel frappucino. because casey mentioned he wanted one. so i went. he went. i got MORe caffeine. AND sugar. i told the lady to put EXTRA coffee and whip cream. the cream was like overflowing. xDD. and then we walked around the store. i hit things like crazy. we saw a cute eeyore/rattling stuffed animal made for like new born. and he got it for me. yay!!11! mwehehehe. we then saw jennifer. she was zoning. mwahaha. yeah. and then there was the parking lot. yeha.
omg jennifer....me and casey brother and sister??
ahahaahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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| and the road goes ever on and on.... |
[14 Sep 2004|04:58pm] |
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today has been alright. schools boring as usual. erika doesnt hate me. yay!!11!! skipped drill/staff work. yeha i know. bad S-1. blow me. told erika something secret. yeah. me, steph and garett went to chick-fil-a. poor yimi hates me. i swear. kitz helped me do the new let 1 files. man cadet honey. mwahehehe. went all hyper and crazy on EVERYONES ass. yeah. damn right. felt a little ignored. but oh well. -sighs-. c'est la vie. recruiting ppl to go to the flogging molly concert with me. yeah. damn straight.
and that was it.
who0t wh0ot. i hate my love life. tis so confusing. which one do i pick??
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| I Want To Show You What The Stars Are Made Of |
[13 Sep 2004|09:50pm] |
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I just wanted to say I'm sorry. This goes to anyone I might have pissed off, offended, or annoyed. I'm just sick of everything going wrong. [/angst]
Also, I have a habit of not saying what needs to be said. Sometimes I just dont have the nerve. Can you forgive me?
ok, with that said, I want to start over again.
Hi, my name is Rachel, how are you doing?
anyways today has been a FANTASTIC day. no seriously <33
Casey came over today. had a SHITLOAD of oreos. hung out with Harry. we went to see Resident evil 2. hell yeah. and omg Robbie works there. that is so friggin orgasmic. i lvoe that kid. then we went to cause massive mayhem in wal-mart. OMFG. theres a "crawl-with-me" eeyore. i wants it like so bad. gah. and so many care bears. -squeals with joy-. and then we went to cicis and haryr beat his old record. his new record is 18 slices of white cheese pizza with pepper. yeha. how is the boy so dman skinny? psh. and now i wont be so bored and lonely anymore to and from school. Steph, my new lesbian lover, and Garett get to come with me. YAY!!11!!!1!!!111! damn straight. life has been going very good. well starting today.
omg i love that boy. <333
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| its so good being young and in love <333 |
[13 Sep 2004|12:27pm] |
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i finally found my peach kitz. hes been here all along. <33
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| Damn it all to blood gutted pus spewing hell. |
[12 Sep 2004|10:02pm] |
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omg ive noticed something. this year, every single guy i like/d name starts with a C!!11!!1! watch out, if you own a penis and your name starts with a C i might rape ya o.0
because im bored: come on amuse meh!!!!11!!1! ( omg steph the ones!111!!!1!)
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. Do you consider me a good friend?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Would you make a move on me?
16. Describe me in one word.
17. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
18. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
19. Where would you like me to be in ten years?
20. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?
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